-Out0fTune

2010-06-28T11:53:00.004+08:00

i came about a dead blog and to realise is mine. -.-

i dont see the fun of blogging when there's so much to say yet lazy to type.

even i manage to type some i will forget the rest.

just finished holiday, could not wake up today.

MC QUEEN IS BACK!! :)

but the good girl here came to school, cause i know my percentage hit limit liao. sad.

thanks to my darling boy i manage to sleep only 2 1/2hr..

same boring life.

my boy is crazy over FIFA now.. so sian.

hat to do?

JOIN IN THE FUN lo.

Mr Lin Jing Fu,

you would never find such BEST girlfriend like me. HAHAHA.

i dont remember how long is out love story le.

let me count.

211008 today is 280610

=1year 8 months 7 days

wow, time flies.

in school now, stupid winne went home, good girl here stayed for atendance...

using Ivan lappy now. his stupid lappy facebook got problem.

i got back my results.

Stats 29/30 Eng 33/50 expected.

quite glad for stats. but i know the rest of the subjects flunked.

hais. lucky tmr lesson start at 12.

my boyboy promise not to sleep wait for me end school..

but i guess he happily in his dream now..

msg him sooo many times never reply call him he scold me =(

i just want to share the good news. hais.

i no key leh boyboy.. u she de let me roam about the streets meh.

MY BABY BAOBAO is also at home happily biting Lucas haha!

love him sooo much.

Recently got a very big huge gigantic trouble in my head floating.

something i always dreaded its coming.

140910 14thSeptember2010!!! FUCK i hate this date soo much..

my boyboy is going to leave me.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i dont think i can survive. i soo scared.

boyboy i give government $50000 u dont go :( I BURN! lol.

i realise i MIA very long already. too long le. i should get back.

still got 1 hour of lesson.. kk i sleep first tired le! :)

2009-08-04T15:40:00.001+08:00

从来没想过
(cóngláiméixiǎngguò)
不能再和你牵手
(bùnéngzàihénǐqiānshǒu)
委屈时候
(wěiqushíhòu)
没有你
(méiyǒunǐ)
陪着我心痛
(péizhewǒxīntòng)

一切都是我
(yíqièdōushìwǒ)
太过骄纵
(tàiguòjiāozòng)
以为你会懂
(yǐwéinǐhuìdǒng)
一直忘了说
(yìzhíwàngleshuō)
我有多感动
(wǒyǒuduōgǎndòng)

我知道你还是爱着我
(wǒzhīdàonǐháishìàizhewǒ)
虽然
(suīrán)
分开的理由
(fēnkāidelǐyóu)
我们都已接受
(wǒmendōuyǐjiēshòu)

你知道我会有多难过
(nǐzhīdàowǒhuìyǒuduōnánguò)
所以
(suǒyǐ)
即使到最后
(jíshǐdàozuìhòu)
还微笑着
(háiwēixiàozhe)
要我加油
(yàowǒjiāyóu)

我知道你还放不下我
(wǒzhīdàonǐháifàngbùxiàwǒ)
才会
(cáihuì)
在离开时
(zàilíkāishí)
闭着眼没有回头
(bìzhuóyǎnméiyǒuhuítóu)

我们都知道彼此心中
(wǒmendōuzhīdàobǐcǐxīnzhōng)
其实
(qíshí)
这份爱没停过
(zhèfènàiméitíngguò)

曾经完整幸福的梦
(céngjīngwánzhěngxìngfúdemèng)
在脑海里头
(zàinǎohǎilǐtóu)
我多希望你
(wǒduōxīwàngnǐ)
还在我左右
(háizàiwǒzuǒyòu)

答应你
(dāyingnǐ)
我会好好过
(wǒhuìhǎohǎoguò)
不让
(búràng)
这些眼泪白流

(zhèxiēyǎnlèibáiliú)

2009-07-19T21:17:00.002+08:00

boy, i miss you so...

12am, yet you diden appear.

i am sorry i couldnt rush down in time on friday.

i said 12am, yet u chose to go power house.

am i standing even 1% in ur heart.

this 3 days i totured myself.

i pretend to be the happiest girl.

but i am dying inside.

i tried to forgt all bout u.

i tried to carry on with life.

i tried to show i dont need you.

i failed.

i gave u one chance.

i sacrificed my 18months of life for u.

yet u gv me up just for power house.

it was the end of life.

was out of mind.

i cry till i vomit.

i scream till i fall.

i cant pull myself through this.

i was saved.

i told you i will make u regrette for life, I MEAN IT.

i am nothing to you.

6 i went back.

i told myself i am all alone.

to take my house key.

i will nv ever gv in.

i left.

u pulled me back.

but you dont even show a glimpse of sorry, a glimpse of guilty.

in fact i felt nothin to you.

i am hurt.

sooo hurt that i diden noe wad to do.

i cannot let u go.

but i am sure time wont heal the pain in my heart.

i want to see ur sincerity.

i want to see how much u nid me.

i want to see that u still love me.

but it wasnt.

u hug me u kiss me.

but i felt the emptiness.

i need you.

i want you.

but i am still lost still confuse.

still dying.

someone help me.

i feel worst seein you.

i feel worst when u are around.

i dunno to hate u or love u.

cus that little sense of sorry wasnt tramitted to me.

i doubt ur love for me.

if u want me back.

show it to me pls...

or maybe my heart will just keep dying.

till the day i dont know who u are.

pls pull me back

pls dont let me go.

pls tell me i worth more than a club.

if not dont come back.

boy, i m still waiting for that last hope.

2009-07-13T17:40:00.005+08:00

recently finish prelim1,
chiong like siao.

yet still failing subjects.
sooo worry.

prelim2 coming.

I am at home ever since school reopen..

i got flu sorethroat cough body ache fever!

haha!? H1N1.. lol.

hope i dont pass to my darling boy..

i m missing lessons... how........

chalet 4 days 3 nights.

bowling, pool, punggol marina, drink, pool.

thats my life.

sooo dead.

wonder when can i start studying.

my darling boy has been taking care of me 24/7,

but he is not here now la.

cus he is stress over his money agn....

my poor boy..

finally got the time to reborn my hair..

met some of my girls.

and guess wad.

they all fuckin ask me to scran wwhen they heard of my symptoms.

idiots... lol..

still cnt get over puarsi buying a shades for 550.

=.=

so pissed.

bboy bought his burberry bag.

yet i still haven get mine.

its sooooo nice.

blue label. $735 =.=

YOU wait.

got a LV wallet.

sobs i want that bag soo badly...

ahhhhhh i cnt stop sneezing and coughing.

i am floating...

DARLING where u =*((((

i desperatedly want my height and weight taken... LOL

CHALET PICS!

my dear von came... =)

my sweet darling.

boy, i cry every second without you..

2009-05-12T13:58:00.002+08:00

boo! =P
just finish updatin my friendster so now cAME over and blog.
i am at home!!!!
fever sorethroat.
my poor baby have to take care of me.
5 days no sku and i did nthn!
haha. so worried for me o level.
but super lazy leh.
mother day just pass, bought a bonia wallet for my ama.
how i wish i could celeb with my mum.
father day soon i going broke man.
somemore 9 more days its our 7 months.
=*( anyone donate me money.
baby, when i throw tantrum, doesnt mean i dun love anymore ya?
i am locked at home =(
i shouldd start doin work later. lols.
bored man my baby is ignoring me.
he is staring at his com.
later to his psp then stare at his bed and slp. =(
stupid idiot.
i so long never meet my dears and sweethearts.
misses.
JOLENE MUMMY! HAPPY MOTHER DAY!

2009-03-13T15:38:00.005+08:00

hello.

my idiotic darling ask me blog.

so i m back=P

darling happy?

lol.

okays. i was readin the posts in the hols.

realise my life is about 200degrees change.

no more slacking life.

no more enjoying with darling.

no more income.

ok not no more lurh just left about 10%.

so busy with school.

actually i diden care. but its like O'level year.

so i did put in A LIL more effort.

yet still failing away.

haiss =(

i force myself to slp at night wake up punctually.

although its temptin to ton.

i dont =)

i hardly slack anymore! no more work.

like got more time horh?

but i used them for SLEEPING! =P

i dont noe just feel like slpin all the way.

had ALOT of bigbigsmallsmall conflict with darling

cus i busy with sku, he hols =.=

nvm. now is march hols.

i noe i cnt slack hehe. need to study.

AIYA LATA LA =p

waiting for my stupid darling who is pigging away.

later he goin his bro passin down parade.

i lazyyyy.

meet von they all lata =)

I KNOW I HAVE TO STUDY. :)

2009-01-02T21:42:00.002+08:00

first day of sku.

firstly, woke up on time.

then, change forgt cannot wore contacts so i just brought it out.

so suay brought darling's out. make him cnt go out.

sry. i tried my best rush home.

met serena for mac breakfast.

saw sandy hongkiat.

stead le worx finally found a date.

sandy<3hongkiat>

wish eu all last long!!

sister pbt! lol.

go sku kena ms nair.

den stand in courtyard,

wahh sec 4 lerh no more a junior.

stand so long until not feeling well lerh lorh.

go class. teachers change.

haiz.

after sku went out with dearie rezi to kovan.

walk whole day find note book and files,

walk so long finally bought them.

not feeling well diden go work at first.

den thought that haix no money lerh lehx.

went work lorh

hw i noe sales fuckin good lorh.

1hr clear.

hahahhs.

wanted go swing swing.

den decided go nard house for mahjong.

darling at plaza.

nard st henry me.=)

wish me good luck!=))

2009-01-02T00:05:00.002+08:00

today sku reopen!!

yet i still at nard's hse plyin mahjong.

wth. i havent prepare tmr skku things uniform shoe.

haven do any homework.

haven prepare for amaths test.

haven buy book.

haven find my books out.

still staying at baby hse. dno how my sku life be.

had a lil chat with his mum today.

penny of thoughts.

should i ton. or should i go home now.

help.

broke!!

tmr got work at 5.

sku from 6 to 3.30pm

dno still got detention not.

guess not bahs.

when is dance startin?

can wear colour contact?

i haven take out my highlights!

dead.

2009-01-01T12:47:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

hahahhs ytd went bugis with baby spent 200+300. lol

my savings all gone!

bought two tops, dress,belt,bag,makeups,skiiny.

baby like the dress and tops=)

from 5 shop till 1030. went to meet nard ys st and henry.

saw gw kokwee felix and qing.

lol.

went marina bay, walk dunno how fuckin long den found a kuku place to sit.

on the brigde but the fireworks really very nice.

enjoyed with darling.

den here came the disaster.

we squeezed our way to mrt took us an hour.

hot and sticky and irritatin.

we got lost from the rest.

when we jux squeeze to the mrt, they reach hg lerh.

wth _l_.

den reach hg we go home put things bath wanted to meet them to drink.

den guess wad both of us fell aslp lol.

jux woke upbaby wants to go town for a movie.

I AM BROKE!=(

2008-12-30T15:40:00.002+08:00

darling at chaet 3 days,

i three days oso outsid ply lol.

ken scolded =(

went chompchomp makan

ply swingswing ton.

everyday same life.

work ton slp work ton slp.

lol.

ytd work almost lost my life lol.

scared...

asthma attack.

heng, light light only. can tahan.

den ytd never ton.

jux woke up.

darling never go sku..

oh ya, the day b4 ytd went geylang phone huntin.

walked from lorong 10 to 25.

in the end went back to the first shop.

buy from ed. w910i white gold.

heart pain work so hard then spent on phone. lol.

hais.later meet x.derrick and st at ave 8

jidan lionel not free.

bo bian.

2008-12-27T13:25:00.002+08:00

I LOST MY PHONE
I LOST MY PHONE
I LOST MY PHONE
I LOST MY PHONE!!!!!!
STUPID TAXI DRIVER SAY WANT RETURN I WAIT UNTIL NOW SHE DUN WAN REURN.
curse u!
ytd after work went geylang lorong 15 pub find ah ji.
jinghui josef joel me and shaoting.
HIGH.
go home take the fuckin cab and lost phone.
angry.

2008-12-26T14:21:00.002+08:00

jux woke up.

ytd after darling slpt i watch my show until 7 went plaza.

met st dey all go for kbow

7-2am $38

lol. b4 go plaza i was fuckin tired le larh.

go in hthe room tot can slp.

den in the end sing al the way to 2.

wanted pei them go eat prata slack at ave8 but i damn tired.

was sneezin away.

den baby got angry cus i diden ask him wake up and go tgt.=(

but i tot u wan slp so i diden disturb.=(

unreasonable freak!

after small lil conflict, i gv up lurh.

swing my mood from bad to worst.

so pek chek.

forgt it.

den immediately fell aslp.

mornin, baby wake me up at 11 den i fell aslp agn.

he called thrice until 2 he pekchek den go out eat wid rayson.

jux nice i woke p =X

i guess he very dulan now.

sorry darling!

now waitin for ji dan to prepare i go sk find him go work.

i m worried for school work...

2008-12-25T15:37:00.003+08:00

i diden go kbox=(

10plus reach me lerh.

stupid alvin dua us.

chat with baby till now. he g0 bath.

later go eat MOS! =))

den should be meet shaoting for kboxbahx

7pm to 4am. $38++

sianz.

uploading photos now.

SMQ,

we were once closed.

those memories tgt. happy sad,

we still go through them tgt.

no matter wad happen,

i m still urs, u are still mine.

i know ur everything,

u know all of mine too.

however, things changed.

it had been another side of the story.

2008-12-25T07:55:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

hahahhs ytd night at bernard hse ply mahjong. den raining cant go home.

in the end we started plyin monopoly with money.LOL

i won! .......

went hm at 9plus.

den baby hungry we walk one big roung under shelter just to buy food.

go hme eat le chatchat.

chat until i fall aslp at 12.

say meet at 5pm i woke up at 630 kena kan. lol

den baby dont wanna wake up i went to meet dem first.

slack, ddr until baby come dwn.

went town for countdwn. ren ji ren, ji si ren. =(

kena spray like siao.

wentt istana park slack. took lots pics in the water.

lata den upload.=)

came back hg plaza ply billard kbox.

saw mummy! =)) missed her.

pei her catch the stich soft toy. failed.

alvin alan bernard yuansen henry shaoting jiaping baby and me.

den henry lost his num bag full of things.

kena stolen. spent hours searchin for it.

in the end police report.

now aat bernard hse.

ji dan came find me..

where they are now fancinated over monopoly.

cus no mahjong table lol.

this is how i spent my christams.

lata maybe goin plaza for k.

tmr got work..

spent 90 over 90 bucks today heart painpain =(

bought my make ups.

stupid baby busy plying dont care me =(

beloved baby,

i just wanna tell u i love u!

2008-12-24T09:08:00.006+08:00

I AM BLESSFULLY ATTACHED WITH MY DARLING!

my stable life.
my lovely bf.
i think i gt wad i want.
happy life. =)
staying at my darling house.
i swear i will never give up.
n i will nver let you go..
throughout these months of ups and downs,
learnt alot.
hold me tight =)
unless you decided to let go, i will walk away.
i m sry for wadeva i done wrong.

I LOVE YOU. <3

i lost my mum, i lost my dad.
now i left with my beautiful grandma that dotes me lke hell.
i support myself saving like hell.

time for some shopping.
time for time to relax.
work.work.work
pool.billard.poool
mahjong,mahjong.mahjong
sleep.eat.sleep.
thats all in my hols.
thanks to my dearest baby supporting me all the way.
although times after times conflict occurs,
unreasonable words comes out of ur mouth,
hurts and breakdowns occurs,
i knew nthn could separate us.

HAPPY BELATED 2ND MONTH DARLING.

really enjoyed times spent with u although it seems like we are 24/7 tgt. =P
i promise i will work hard,
to be ur almost perfect baby,
ur caring loving gf.
MUACKS.
time to study!
i did nthn.
not even touching a fucking book.
how.
i m really dead.
iI HAVE TO START STUDYING.
i miss my girlfriends and u brothers!
yvonne, hazel, crystal, serena, jolene mummy, qing.
brothers,
i believe we will meet up soon.
although school reopening.

2008-06-18T00:28:00.003+08:00

dissappointed..
sad..
angry..
hahahhs.i dont blog bout my life.
jux how i feel.
maybe i should change.
hehex.

learn to let go.
fang shou bahx...
learn to accept.

i wan to blog.
but dont feel like bloggin.
i dunno wad i wan...
wait till life settle a lil more.
i will be back.

2008-06-11T23:31:00.003+08:00

i am back! realise my blog is dead. hehex =D
lots things happened.
changed me, totally.

love is not just a possesion.
love is not just a fun part of life.
love is to accept the person presence in your life,
to accept his future and past.
its not easy to fall in love,
yet easy to be hurt.
i dunno wad am i doing
i dunno wad you are thinking.
i love you! woaiini.
i am waiting. for you to turn back to me.
yet times after times got totured by you.
i didnt say anything doesnt mean i feel good.
i am caged in a small small world of you.
living in shadows.
now i chose to leave, for you to return to the one in euur heart.
and i stay here in silence.
i believe some corners will let eu rmb me.
trust is everything that takes in a love life.

betrayers, backstabbers, liars.
they stay in you.
however, they are just a test in your life.

PIG LOVES YOU!

i lost my pillar of strength

-i'll wait.-

2007-09-20T16:00:00.000+08:00

life's turned upside down.
so, we are over? officially over.
after soo much its back to square one.
but it seems that i lost a proper home.
i lost a properfamily.
i lost you.
am i screwed? i dunno.
my bdae was alright i guess but it ended horribly.
now, i guess nthn else is impt other than exams ya?
tmr eng paper? waitin to see if i will flunk my studies.
this is bad real bad. right mummy? daddy?
let me end my exams and see how life continue.
i miss bloggin. i miss the past where we one family sits together and laugh.
i dont know. i guess even if the world turns upside down,
i will just sit and wait for the moment to come.
nothin makes me scared of anymore. even you...
thanks for those who stand by me, helpin me all this while.
i am sinful.
veryveryvery sinful.
can i repent? its hard. very.
i dont hate myself.

i love myself.

i lost my pillar of strength.

-innocence-

2007-09-01T23:24:00.000+08:00

daddy bought me a new 5k laptop la!
hahahahhs i am gonna get a lcd and my cam soon!
crap! sooooo shiok!!!!
cant believe it.
but he want me to behave and leave them. SOBX.
i miss them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
argh.
life's seems good.

soo many taiji on now.
just cant say it here. hmm.
it doesnt matter la who cares.
this taijis all super small lor.
just that they think its super big. wadeva.
lamos.
i said the truth u dun believe wad? so? kns.

went kbox agn. hahahhs arcade tmr.
oh gosh tmr is the dance audition!!
all the best dancers! =D

-miss you-

2007-08-25T16:39:00.000+08:00

i am trying to change it bit by bit.
trying very hard to get it back.
trying my best. trust me.
LOTS of things happened. good bad?
maybe bad has more...
i want to rant it all out!
but i left this little privacy.
let see how life will continue.
and lets see how will i land up on my bdae.=D

-muacks!-

2007-08-18T13:28:00.000+08:00

i am screwed! sooo screwed.
sooo damn screwed.
veryvery screwed!
for the very 1st time.
mummy daddy, u can threaten me with everything!
my life? my dearest phone and laptop. wadeva.
but never use DANCE! NEVER!
i may be ur useless daughter the most rebellious daughter. but this is wad i am.
sorry.
to me, if you all could have supported me in anyway, love me in every way
probably things wont appear it is now.
you have never supported me!! thinkin everything i do is like the worst thing on earth.
i noe wad am i doing i noe!
i noe you lost trust in me. and i am sooo screwed.
i cant beieve it!
i am grounded like for the 1st time! my everythin is gone for the 1st time!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I WANNA DANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-kill me-

2007-08-17T18:16:00.001+08:00

I LOST EVERYTHING~
i am serious.

2007-08-09T23:11:00.000+08:00

tests and performances are alm0st over! haha.
so long never blog.
soooooooooooooo busy!
blog tmr loads to say.

-on phone-

2007-08-04T23:28:00.000+08:00

today was a funny day!
suppose to mug! for sci!
but i landed up in arcade wholday till NOW.
haha.

i keep quiet.
i shut up.
until you realise something is amise.

2007-08-03T22:51:00.000+08:00

life wasnt peaceful.
not even a sec.
it probably returned to the primary school days.
it seems childish to me,
but it doesnt appeal to you ALL.
its fun is it? ok lor play with you all.
and i am repeatin. ITS DARN CHILDISH.
haha. are you all still living in p6 life? or slow 2 yrs?
walaos. no time for the joke. got to study!=DD
just wish you all wake up and face the world not the baby mindset.

oh ya. spamming people's blog fun meh? why so old ler still soo lame?
aiyo, save the time for your studies la goodness sake.

we are drifting.
no, DRIFTED.
do you even realise that?
we are like total strangers even when we met.
maybe you dont even remember my name do you?
perhaps to you everythin was fine. right?
but you never know how much i was suffering and you werent there for me.

2007-07-30T21:16:00.001+08:00

i guess i am mugging.
but nthn gets in.

-because of you-

2007-07-28T22:55:00.000+08:00

so long never blog.
ytd was so boring! finished my 5items.=D
i guess my stamina is like shitnow. but i manage to reach all As!
scaredfor2.4=(
mr ang was so pissed ytd, and he made me stayed back after school!
argh, made me sit at the tablesoutside staffroom,
made me stare blankly at the maths questions.
1ST TIME OK! rah!
i gt maths geog mt cts on tues!
i am gonna complain like crazy agn.
3 tests in one day ok!kill me la.
andnow i am still slacking away.
went bugis after tuition today shopw till 5,
bought a skirt, a belt! although i diden intend too.
i wanted to save up. =X
then went lib till 9 and only did 2 chapts of geog!
omg so slow and i guess nthn went into my useless brain=(
helpppppppp.
i wanna go out tmr agn. but how?

stop giving me excuses.
stop giving me innocent faces.
stop giving me that stare.
cus i am not going to buy them anymore!

-go away!-

2007-07-27T22:59:00.000+08:00

new skin!

2007-07-23T22:30:00.000+08:00

-we quarreled once again.

2007-07-23T22:22:00.000+08:00

sat was like super tiring.
ok mostly everyday is tiring for me! haha!
after tuition, i met jul for chippy.
oh reminded me that i owe her money haha.
then met dancers for cip at BUTS.
we got super good spot but super tiring job.=)
its like collecting ticket and taggin them.
haha but we bought ice cream=)
then went home super late agn.
omg, sheryl dad fetch me lb jul and serena to dhoby. then when we were bout to alight lb almost step out, behind theres a bus keepin honkin! soo irritatin.
then we didnt know go down or wad.
then the car move suddenly!
lb almost fell out of the car. all of us scream like mad. haha!
but phew its just a great shock la.

then sunday? nthn better.
tmr got mt orals! oh no i think is l.c? ehh? i forgt le crap.

- go away -

2007-07-22T19:45:00.000+08:00

woah super busy week la.
wnna blog also too tired. haha.
ok, fri was soo good/bad.
it was PHEW after the performance.
haha! i diden embarass myself!=D
i look soo nice in sari! haha! yay. took super lot photos.
should upload it someday.
then waited hours for the ndp rehearsal until 5 plus den we manage to mark once thru only! argh.
then met the sec4s! with nura and some sec4s who i dunno.
haha but i blends in well hahahahahahhs!=P
it was like char bdae and i gt nthn for her! crap!=X
serious busy.
jas made her a cake soo sweet=D
let me see who i know there...
py, ana, jas, rw, jul, char, chewy, huiyi, ok i dont rmb who is there err..
forgt it! haha. just random.
we got sparkling candle which kept relighting! haha!
imagine how irritated is char!=DD
then we threw her into the pool !!!!!!!
it was like super funny!
then she pulled jas in then all of us were like running away!
haha. phew i didnt gt caught!=D
they were soo unhappy that they gt bottle filled with water and i got SPLASHED WHEN I AM RUNNING LIKE CRAZY! ahhhhhhhhhh!
hmpf.
it was super fun la.
then went home with rw ana and huiyi. chatted happily on the way! ahahahh!
nura went home early.=(

why get so upset over such person?
is he worth for your tears my dear?
i shall say no more.

2007-07-19T22:00:00.000+08:00

my only wish now is to perform sucessfully tmr.

it will be a BUSY day.
i hope i can cope.

i still cant tie a sari argh!

-pain-

2007-07-18T23:04:00.000+08:00

FINALLY,
i got my new heels! yay!=DDD
so damn ex.

today learning journey SUX! we walked through the damn orchard seeing sculpture.
instead of shopping!
almos everywhere got new season out already la!
burberry new season is super super nice ok!
i fell in love with a white coat and a grey err coat also haha.
but we couldnt shop la.=(
and i saw the lv white wallet super nice la.
how i wish i am born in a rich family. haha.
then we hardly get to see many stuffs but after we went back school i couldnt resist temptation.
so rezi and i went orchard agn.
haha! i guess i will get the coat if i could and the sony red cam. IF i could.=(
and i finally finally got a pair of new heels which is like costing a BOMB.
bangles and accesories i dunno how la. heck cares.
i got orals and l.c nx week when i am losing my voice! argh!

i have nothing to say about it.
i am tired already.
i guess i shall let it go.

i am gonna flunk my nx c.ts- and napfa.
argh.
my schedule is fully packed for the nex 5 days.=((
busy me. haha.
can i be like rich loaded with money for 24hrs?
just 24rs? i think i will be contented an get all i wanted. haha!
i wonder when is my next shopping spree.
i shall stop all of them for now.=D

-unpredictable-

2007-07-17T22:13:00.000+08:00

after all the ups and downs we go through in life.
after every moment we spent tgt.
in the end we are just being a 'hi-bye' friend.
is this all you wanted? from the start?
if it is, i rather choose to not know you.

i got steamboat today!=DD
but i ate soo little.
so no appetite.=(

i need to change my cam! i want the sony red one!
i need to change my ipod!
i need to change my bag!
i need to change my shoe!
and i need new heels and bangles!
i need to GO SHOPPING!!

where the hell are you again?

char, thanks for the letter/email!=)
sooo sweet. i diden know you take note of me=X
haha. hmm it definitely helped me alot and ya i was quite surprise to see that.
i will reply you asap =) jiayous for you too!

-DANCE-

2007-07-16T22:36:00.000+08:00

ouch! i just got a paper cut =((
haha.
i lazy to do homework agn...rah!
i dont even know today have what homewrk.
forget it i dont wanna wake up late agn.
i am going to bed.

i need a plaster!=(
to cover the wound on my little finger and in my heart.

2007-07-16T22:13:00.001+08:00

dance, dance, dance.
probably is the only way that lead me to survival.
but it is soo tiring.

wtf la! everyone is like against me in the family is it?
OVER SMALL LITTLE F-ING THING ALSO WANTS TO QUARREL WITH ME!!!
arghhhhh!!!!!!!! i say sry they they NOW THEN SAY SRY NAHNAHANAHNAHNAH!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
esp that freaking small idiot over there kbkp! only know how to complaint complaint!
and my dad there adding salt to the wound!
HAVE THEY THOUGHT OF ME!?! HAVE THEY!!?@!
wadever la!!! you there say dont care her la! who cares man!?
then you here saying more and more.
i had enough ok!
perhaps you dont know i am still crying in this corner,
strugling with the damn FuCkeD up life now.
the day had oready started out so badly, getting scolded by dm,
getting scolded by classmates, getting naggings from form teach,
seeing the way you laughed and play around with others without even taking a glance of me!
and i was sooo damn sick, i am like not even 1/4 asleep in class.
argh!my life is not improving! not a little bit.
i am like venting all my anger here!
slamming the door at you does nt mean i am showing attitude ok!
its just that i dont wish to see you!!! it makes me wanna cry.
grrrrrrrrrr...
i just wish for somebody out there to gv me a lil hug.=(
haha. eveyone goes through many many many sorrows in life,
perhaps this is one of them.
at least i suffer now, i dont wish to suffer later.
maybe this is what everyone goes through in their family life.
is it?EXCEPT FOR JULYNN GOH! with her cutiepie sister and her super mum.
argh. ok its over.=D

2007-07-15T22:49:00.000+08:00

-SICK

it wasnt that bad afterall.
this is wad i always say to myself.
but it is not working anymore.
sometimes keeping quiet, shutting up doesnt seem that bad too.
rather than crying out everything to u
why bother thinking of consequences when it always turn out the other way?
why bother caring about others when they dont bother you?
why bother thinking for others when they dont even think of you?
why bother crying over them?
why bother killing myself over that small matter?
why bother saying everything out when i know i shouldnt?
its all becuase i trusted you! and cared bout you!
BUT WHY DO YOU NEED TO TREAT ME LIKE THAT!??!
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
TELL ME WHYYYYYY!
remembering the times we spent tgt sitting at the edge of the roof,
remembering the times i cried on your shoulder,
remembering the times when you made me smile!
it sound soo perfect so wonderful, BUT ITS NOT!
have you ever have a thought of my feelings have you? HAVE YOU?
i was strong but now i am not because i am soo sick.
PHYSICALLY SICK, AND EMOTIONALLY TOOOOO!!!!
this is how you will feel if you feel soo unfair. soo baised. and that why is my life so imperfected.
-LOST.

2007-07-14T23:47:00.000+08:00

oh my freaking !@~@$#@%!@?!@#!@~@?!!@?
I AM LIKE SOO DAMN TIRED ALREADY AND GUESS WAD.
i went out of the room to get milo,
then i found my rabbit missing!!!!!!!
I WAS FREAKING OUT OK.
so i went around the house finding its no where to be seen so i went out.
i thought it will be like last time it will sit outside wait for me
but i find the whole damn level, ITS NO WHERE TO BE SEEN.
i was like omg...
the i went down one flr to search but cant find.
then i went to 10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1 flrs to find and i was in pyjamas,
but i diden care cus i was gonna cry.
then i thought i rabbit jump down the building or what i search downstairs sooo long but cant find.
and my mum and dad will scold me like hell if i tell them!
argh.
then i went the flrs to checked agn.
BAREFOOTED.
then i ws like my rabbit can fall down the stairs but it cnt climb stairs wad.
then i was like err rabbits can jump dont they?
so i walked 1 stairs up and THEN,
it's lying down on the stairs.
I WAS LIKE GOING CRAZY SOON.
phew phew phew phew phew!!!!
i carry it back and feed it and now i m here bloggin bout it!
arghh! sooo stupid.
ok i am yawning.
i shall go wash my feet andgo to bed.

-nights-

2007-07-14T22:59:00.000+08:00

i am seriousy drop dead tired-
right after the damn freaking f-ing tiring cip.
i am not gonna do that agn.
its like going super many blocks to collect newspaper!!!!!!
walaos. darn it soo tired that i decided to cancel all the events and go home to see my daddy!
then we went out shopping.
but i was soooo no more strength left.

i am still in the midst of my heels searching.

-sleeping-

2007-07-13T22:22:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BDAE JULYNN!=DDDD

let me sing you a bdae song,

happy bdae to you

happy bdae to you,

happy bdae to my gf!

happy bdae to you!

muacksss with lotsa lotsa saliva.=.=!!!

HAHAHS.

oh my i spent soo much effort on the present! yay!

hope she like it.

got to take taxi in the morning so she cant see it. gosh. haha!

hmm. went ps today with jul and serena!

holding the damn huge bag of presents.

went DBS tried to make a new card and they dont allow.

walaos queued soo long =.=!

i need new heels for rh! hahahhs.

hmm shall go shopping tmr.

i realise i am like shopping until very late this few days.=))

woah! got soo many people treating me to movie tmr! hahahahhs yay.

should i go?

for movie with them? shopping with jul?? or church?? or movie with 2a? or bball? or homework??

oh gosh got cip early in the morning 7 till 2!? @ PASIR RIS!!!

crap la..

WENT BBALL today!! yay!=D sooo fun.

but the court sux. the little boy is sooo cute.

he keep picking ball for me hahahhs!=DD

2007-07-12T23:11:00.000+08:00

-busy:)

2007-07-10T22:08:00.000+08:00

haha! i was lazy to blog ytd.
and so today also!
arghh.
today lessons were bored to death.
TMR ALSO.=(((((
haha i am done with letters. but i recieved replies!
grrrrrrr. so that means i got to write agn haha!
nvm its fun.
hmms TODAY DANCE WAS CANCELED!!!=(((
went ps with serena ate CHIPPY!
finally i dont have to go all the way to far east to get it.
and to see their damn attitude.
ps one is soo much better.
we were sitting on the floor cus we were soo lazy to find places haha!
and jul suddenly called us from behind.
she go watch transpormer la ,shit!!
then we went little india for sari la.
i am soo pissed off now.
nice one all so ex cheap one all so ugly.
omg, so obvious.
hahahhs!
but i dunno la see first lor maybe i dun wan try sari le.
later wear then everything drop i dontknow how.
and that hopeless rezi cant gv me some help
HAHAHAHHS.
stupid jul wan wear sc. =((
i cant believe nx week is the performance ALRD.
we didnt even reherse at all.
i was sooo shock la. hmm.

eeeeyer, life's now sooo boring and tiring.

i forgt to bring my book home to read when today i have no homewrk! =((
hope it wont go missing.

does lending you a hairpin helps to save the relationship?
if it does, i dont mind lending u a million of it.

-in a dilema-

2007-07-08T21:49:00.001+08:00

hmm. slacked throughout the day =D
saw my baby cousin! SOOO CUTE! hahahhs.
i wanna carry him! =(
miss my aunty soo much! hahahs.
i bought 3 new books today! hahahhs.
all also very nice lor dunno which one to read 1st.
judith mcnaught is really a good author!=D
just random.
i wanna eat my high chew la! should have bought it just now.
argh.
i wrote nevy letter like FINALLY.
but i still owe huiyi and zhiyun. tsk!
i find the time to write the story i said ytd la huh.
i want to go read my book now!=DD

tmr school shit...
tmr dance!=DD

i dont know how to face you,
i dont know what to do.
perhaps its really all my fault.
perhaps i did something wrong.
but i dont know how to pay for it.
i hope you can understand and tok to me bout it?
cus i really dont know whats on your mind.
seeing you disappearing from my life really hurts.
and i dont like it.

having friendship probs sux.

walaos!!!!! MY BROTHER IS SOOO DAMN IRRITATING.

-sorry-

2007-07-07T22:09:00.000+08:00

so tired!!!!
just finish practisin piano,
mum was like this song that song non stop!=(
hahahhs i went church today! yayyy!
ok fine in heels agn.
oh man, my shoulder hurts!! its gettin worst.
my "whole body" cramps is still there lor.=(
walaos saw a bitch today,
sooo *-ing fat and ugly,
there flirtin with brandon they all.=.=
she think she what soo big ar? try borrowin shirts from the boys so gain attention.
walaos you so hopeless la.
then there whining away like a pest.
just that you dont know the guys complain so much about you lor.
BITCH! hope you know who i am toking about.
hahahahhs. i sooo mean,
forgt it~

god,
help me help me
help me help me help me!!!
HAHAHAHHS.
pastor jeff sooo damn funny la!

i learnt some veryveryvery interestin and touching meangin of life in chi and eng tuition.
so qiao both tokin bout family breakdown. =.=
both passages are very meaningful lor.
esp the chi one, when laoshi ask me to oral it out i waslike tearing,
hahahs.
i should qoute it down here tmr! cus now, I AM SLEEPY~
hahahhs nights dears.

-OUCH! stop hurting me.-

2007-07-06T22:18:00.000+08:00

I CANT MOVE.
ACHESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!
whole body is like OUCH OUCH OUCH! i cant move.
so pain!!!!!
ARGH!
whole body as in WHOLEBODY!SERIOUSLY!
nono wait err not literally that whole damn body.
forgt it! i think you get it.

TODAY SUX! FUCK THE DAMN DAY OK!
there is like theft caseS in class.
clare mar and dunno who lost alot money.
i didnt care la.
THEN I WENT WISMA,
MANGO 70% SALE!
I OPEN MY WALLET.
ITS EMPTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ALLLLLLL AS IN ALLLLLLL! MY MONEY IS MISSING!
omg.
i was like soo fucked up ok!
wth la. i immediatedly called yale!
oh man, i am gonna KILL the damn thief!
you better hide well, b4 i F THE HELL OUT OF YOU!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
spoil my whole mood ok!
i thought wow, everything is back to normal life.
so not stessful.
ARGHH!
WOWWWWW!wad a beautiful life.

-life's screwed-

2007-07-05T22:06:00.000+08:00

gosh. sec 4s stepped down today!
i am like =(((((((! i dont know.
i will definitely DEFINITELY miss you angels!
must still come and visit us ok!
and must must must miss me too! haha.
all the best for ur o's! good luck!!=))
the cake is so nice.
stupid jul dun wan feed me! make my hands so dirty! I STILL RMB OK!
rahh!
i was soooo excited for today la but it turn out soooo tiring.
and laoshi taught soooo many new stuffs!
and the DAMN 2.4 TODAY KILLED ME!
DARN IT.

mummy called me a good girl! =DDDD
cus i helped her fold clothes!
yay!!
oh man, forgt it. sound sooo childish.

crap! i still owe soo many people letters.
now wad.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
tmr got school again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
f-ing school.
i have no idea why i hate school so damn much now.

BUT today i got soo relaxed! =D
as in like all the stress is like flown away or somethin?
its gone thats y i was like soo crazy in dance! hahahahhs=))
WOAHH! yay.
shit. i forgot to do homework.
forgt it. i want to sleep ler.
i think the loads of work and pressure was real lot on the 1st week.
today, ITS GONE! YAY!!! =)
but i still got the homework.
AIYA DARN IT!

i choose trip sci ss/lit for 1st choice!
trip sci ss/geog 2nd...
OH MAN. HELP ME.
i think i aiming damn high now.
but i still want to gv it a shot.=D
hahahhs!

oh!! nx week onwards we are like dancin bollywood AGN!?
CRAP LA!!!!!!!

-where you?-

damn it.

2007-07-03T20:51:00.000+08:00

1st week of school ended.
it was the worst week throughout my cedar life.
hahahhs.
it ended. i hope all those crap ended too.
today 1st day of 2nd week i hope it is good?
slacked throughout the whole day.
so tired! was like dozing off in lesson.
but change place alr! and i am right in the center front!
rahh! but i finally got the fan =D
so sickening i still owe homeworks but lazy =X
still in the midst of sorting out skirts.
dance cip at amk mrt 820 report 14july.
yay just one more day dance will resume! =)))
finally passed my letter to xinyun.
DAMN IT. wad bout the sec 3 and4
crap! argh! sorry nevy and zhiyun! dun smack me k!=XX
rahhhhhhhhhhh.
i shall go watch tv now.
waitin for jul for 100000 mins sux. haha!=D
toilet queen.hahahahhs!
tmr got tuition damn sian.
TMR GOT SCHOOL! DARN IT!!!!!!!!!!

-tired-

2007-07-02T22:40:00.000+08:00

eeks! the previous post is bloggin bout ytd not today.
its like blogged at 230am. haha!

today i went bugis!=D
ALOT OF THINGS HAPPENED. I AM SERIOUS.
MY LEG HURTS! SHOULDER TOO!
ouch.
but i bought 3 tops and somethin else!
hahaha! yay!
bankrupt agn..=.=
I SWEAR I WILL NEVER WEAR HEELS OUT SHOPPIN AGN!
so pain la. got blister somemore
rah!!
wondering why i can go out right?
haha cus i quarreled with my mum agn!
she made me promise her alot of things la! wth.
made my life more miserable.
one of it is: PRACTISE PIANO EVERYDAY ONCE YOU WAKE UP OR COME BACK FROM SCHOOL OR ELSE GROUNDED TILL NEXT YEAR.WTF...
ARGH!
she say she see my year end results then decide to let me out not.
its ike 2months later!!!grrrrrrrrrrrr...
forgt it.
i am so stupid i thought i take to little india walk to bugis nearer cus purple line.
i suffered in my heals.

omg! we got stalked by 4 man ok!
ok at 1st right is 3 man sellin durian i walk past them then they stop me and they were like pullin me and sayin stupid things la!
wad be my girlfriend ok? gv me your number can.
WADEVA i shook my hands off them and banged past them.
rezi freaked out
HAHAHAHHHS she was like HUH!!?!?!
lucky i am brave.=DD
rezi was like shakin away la.
i was stoped by them for bout 10 mins ok.
damn it.
i was so pissed that i just pushed them away cus they were like blockin my way!
walaos! rmb... i learn taekwondo ok!somemore junior black la!
HMPF!
then we were walkin and rezi wanted to buy a tube then i was choosin then this malay guy came out of the stall and tok dunno wad language then rezi was like huh?
so she decided not to buy.
den she walk away and she said loudly YUKY HE IS TAKIN PHOTO OF US RUN!
and i was quite blur cus that f-ing guy is blockin me.
when rezi walked away the guy pulled my hand ok! he was like tok dunno wad.
and i just walked away saying NNONOONONO!
then the guy ran after rezi and i freaked out.
i immediately run and find her. but i lost her la!
then she appear from behind tearing...
she was like the guy is followin now wad now wad.
then i pulled her walkin past the whole bugis street to like let him gt lost
but he walk super fast la! then we tot he stopped so we stop and shop for t-shirts.
when we turn behind! he is using his hp takin photo of us ok!
HE WAS LAUGHIN AWAY!
i got so F_ING fed up!
i was like BASTARD! and pulled rezi away.
cant he let us shop in peace!!!!
so we were playin maze agn.
so i decided to hide in the shop. haha.
the shop owner is so nice too.=))
so he couldnt come in.
and he kept patrollin around.
but i was takin my own sweet time choosin the clothes and bought 2! =D
then after HOURS we walked out he is no where to be seen.
PHEW.
so rezi was soooooo scared that she pulled me back to bugis junction.
argh! sooo irritatin!
i haven shop enough ok.
and my leg hurt mainly cus of him!
CURSE HIM TO DEATH LA!
so unlucky man today! why is my week so bad! RAHH!

and we got cheated!
rezi wanted to buy a small perfume cusomised for her seniors,
we thought its like so cheap cus the comtainer is sooo cute is those kind of antique.
so we took 3 and choose the perfume.
we thought the containers are $2 and the perfume $2.90.
BUT NO! is 1ml of perfume $2.90!!!
one small contains 9 ml ok!
WALAOS rezi cried la!
lucky she fill 1 only!
and i paid 20.90 for nthn!
wth!
stupid aunty slap her ass la!

gst increased kfc prices oso increased!
wth!!!
i eat one meal so pathetic that me and rezi decided to share a large coke and cheese fries cus we were broke.
walaos stupid gst!!!
my dad was like money go out more come in lesser la!
shit.
and he suppose to increase my allowance he decreased it.
ARGH!

soooo many things happened today!
i cant believe it.
still got more but i am soo tired. tmr got school somemore SHIT LA!
=((

tmr got dance meeting.=D

-love you-

2007-07-02T01:18:00.000+08:00

guess where i went?
HAHAHAHAHHS!=DD
my day is quite bad but it ended nicely atleast.=)

i went cine KBOX!!=DD
and got snow ball! damn nice.
and i missed it soo much althought the last time was like errr,
2weeks? 1week b4?
hahahahahhs.
my head is soo unbalanced now. @.@
haha.

IMISSDANCE!!!!=(

2007-07-01T12:27:00.001+08:00

HAPPY YOUTH DAY!

maybe i can go out tmr.
maybe not... .....
i want to watch movie!
i got alot of things to buy! haha!=DD
shopping shopping...
rahh. i am still grounded.

[[ dont read ]]
just being random.

mummy daddy,
prob i am not the kind of girl you all wanted. sorry.
i am not perfect for everyone.
maybe you all are insensitive,
but you gv birth to a very sensitive girl.
for the past 14yrs, you never minded your words to me.
maybe you diden realise how hurting it is.
maybe you mean it.
i try my best to be a good girl,
but you all dun seem to appreciate at all
and even asked for more.
saying i am a accident child and she wanted my bro.
instead of my bro a accidental child and she wanted me.
infront of me and her friends.
saying i am useless dun wanna care bout me and all sort of words to hurt me.
maybe you think i diden take it to heart.
but even the words is said 10yr before.
its still kept in my heart.
i dun wanna be the child whom you choose to abandaon.
i dun wan to be the child you hate.
your words are sooo hurtful.
why cant u understand me more!
why cant u show your love to me!
i noe you love me! but i cnt see it at all!
i said this becus i dun like it!
and i cant take it anymore.

BUT!
I KNOW I SHOULD BE CONTENTED.
I KNOW AT LEAST I HAVE A FAMILY.
I KNOW SOMETIME I FEEL FAMIL WARMTH.
AND I LOVE MY FAMILY.
I AM HAPPY.
just that i cant stand the times when you make my heart shatter.

AND I THINK POSITIVELY.=))

2007-06-30T23:48:00.000+08:00

rah! when chalet today!
sooo fun!
got vodka with sprite so f-ing nice! =DD
but my mum dun let me stay over la.
wadeva...

i went b** shoppin and spent $159!!!
can you believe it?
haha. but tmr gst sux....

i think what happen ytd is over.=))
i think, i hope.
i forgotten them...
AND I AM HAPPY. at least 70% now.

people change right?
change to better? worst?
it is so unexpected.
and i think i dun like it.
but when someone changes, its hard to get them back to wad they was in the past.
nobody is perfect, nobody...

-pissed off-

2007-06-29T21:38:00.000+08:00

i guess i am not as important in your heart.
maybe not even once.
maybe you are lieing.
or maybe i am just lieing to myself.

the day i hated most.

2007-06-29T21:11:00.000+08:00

i was just wondering,
who will be there for me when i am down.
or who will be there when i am up. UP? sounds wrong. *happy =))
haha. who will bother to hear me cry.
pherhaps nobody.
i dunno.

you promised me when i needed u,
you will be right infront of me as a punching bag.
however,
today you are no where to be found.=))
WHY?

quarreling, fighting, screaming, hiding,
getting so damn FUCKING stressed up,
then ended up crying.
is it worth it?
i dunno.

nothin makes me smile today.
nothin makes me happy.
instead, everything makes me upset.
including you.

is today the day i suppose to die or somethin?
why do everythin turn out so bad these few days,
i guess these days are going to continue.
and all i need is you.

all that family, friends, school diden work out well today,
pherhaps i need some quiet moments.
or pherhaps you should understand me more.
i hope tmr will be BETTER.

AND I AM STRONG! =))

-shut up-

geranium cheerleaders: plsplsplspls bring your skirts and housetees! and pass it to me i need to sort them out.

garde: sry! can wait for few more days? stop asking for it becus i am also trying to get them.

i am grounded.
i cant go for barker fair tmr.
AARRRRRRRRRRGGHHH!

i forgt to pass the letter to xinyun!
sry!!!

reminder: bring sci mid yr paper b4 mrs tan roar at me agn!!!!
write nevy and zhiyun letters
sort out cheer skirts and shirts
tmr got chalet. going out with jul?
dance meeting on tues.
dance resume on thurs=DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
pass letter to xinyun.
AIYA I FORGT WHAT I GT TO DO!

got to take out contacts now.

-dun worry, still surviving-

2007-06-28T20:52:00.000+08:00

ytd wad mugging agn.
i decided to.

went cp library with rezi,
then i saw something super disgusting and disturbing.
the malay teenage couple were sitting directly in fornt of me.
then they thought i blind or somethin.
the guy started sticking his hand into the girls shirt and start molesting her boobs!
omg.
he did it for like more than 2 hr keep switching positions.
and it was so damn obvious as he is like moving so violently
and the girl was like smiling away.
YUCKS. ITS THE PUBLIC...
then after tht they quarreled. hahahs.
rezi was so freaked out that both of us hardly studied.
so, I PROBABLY FAIL ALL MY TESTS.
HAHAHAHAHAHHS.not funny.

i recieved my as letter ler! yay! and i was replying it.
haha. =DD

I LOST MY DAMN ATM CARD LA!thx to my dad acting like a baby playing in cp.
thinkin i will ply with him! and i dropped the card when i slapped him.
then came home he started laughin at me! HMPF.
but i broke his hp. =PPP
hahahahahahahahahahahahhhs
he slaped me and i slaped him.
i think it hurts. too bad...

tmr last test! cant wait la.

reminder: next tues dance meeting.
next thurs dance resume. YAY!!!!!!!!!

my rose is still survivin! its so beautiful =D

went vivo to shop with serena today! haha. i shall not tok bout it b4 i goes crazy and start spending a bomb.

serena: ITS DAMN NICE. hahahs. i think u get it.

jul: lets go shopping! you better ask me out to bball i tell u! smack u ar!

i hate bloggin bout stuffs that disrupted my life, that hurts me.
its so pain to remember them, seeing them everyday.
but i need someone who can share my sorrows with
CUS I NEED TO SPILL IT OUT B4 I GO CRAZY!.
I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i dont know why it happens, i dont know what happen to YOU.
YOU refuse to say. what can i do.
i diden knew that it ended so fast!
it hurts, IT SERIOUSLY HURTS.

-broken promises; never ends-

2007-06-26T21:04:00.000+08:00

i dun mug, i fail.
i mug like siao, i fail.
conclusion: so i shall not mug and fail!

so sickening ok!
i studied like until like err like never see me study like that b4.
and i still flunked both tests today!
ARGH
SO F-ING DISSAPOINTIN!
next hist. sci.
so must i mug hurh?????
grrrr.
i am going to slck today,
cus i only slept like 4 hours for two days. DEAD MEAT.

dance AS out! =DD
i shall wait for my letter!
and seniors should wait for my letters after my tests yeah?
now still busy =XX

STUPID STOMACH CRAMPS.

recieved rose on the first day of school feels so damn good! haha!=)

- missed dance -

BABY. WAKE UP.

2007-06-24T23:35:00.000+08:00

TODAY SUX.
SCHOOL SUX.
EVERYTHING SUX.
including me-

i wasted my whole day out for piano and tuition.
i came home at 10.
i spent dinner at sakae 2hrs in popular.
cus gt 20%.
i bought 7 markers, 4 new pens, 2books, apenknife, a scissor, err binder.
aiya alot i spent 96$ haha.

but i came home i decided to pack my bag

BUT I REALISE I NEED TO BRING ALOT OF THINGS. MY BAG WILL BURST.
HOLDING 7 BOOKS ON HAnD! WTH!
and i did not study yet until now!!!!
SO DAMN STRESSED UP NOW.
tests is like in how many hours time.

no mood, i meant NO MOOD.
BYE!

baby, its time to wake up. any later, dun regrette.

-crying doesnt help-

reminder: tmr dance meeting at sec 3 bench after school.

leg hurts=((

2007-06-23T22:03:00.000+08:00

went shopping spree! =DD
suppose to meet at 10 but i woke up at 1040!!!
haha =P rezi killed me lar. haha
then we say meet at 1130 at pp then i rushed like crazy. haha
but i reached there at 1150 =X
BUT REZI WAS LATER.
so its fair.
went orchard wisma then taka then far east then heeren then cine and guess wad.

MANGO ALL STOCKS 50% OFF.

we went crazy.
i bought the shirt and tube i longed for at the wisma branch.
rezi wanted the $75 shirt has no size n my long sleeve has no size.
so we decided to go to the brach opp far east.
theres worst.
but i found another nice shirt and a jacket.
so i bought it but i returned the shirt cus i realised i m totally broke.
i spent a bomb.
and was walking in heels.
i am not going to wear heels out shopping anymore! learnt my lesson~
the jacket is sooo nice =D its like 60 bucks. haha
my mum saw me and she wnt crazy cus she tought i went for the guides carnival.=X
i gt a huge scolding session agn.

i did not study.
and i forgot to by protein tablet for my contacts! =((

tmr gt piano and tuition. =(((((

oh! there was this guy walked to us and did a survey then he asked: how old are you all?
after the survey and we were like : 14???
then he was like: OH NO! I THOUGHT YOU ALL ARE 21!i am so sorry.
WHAT THE HELL!? i almost punched him in the face la! grrrr.
forget it.

stupid jul in waynee concert now. never ask me go! stupid cat.
and yy enjoyin in dont know what island and i need THE NOTES! haha.
rezi watching surfs up.
oh i watched it! its damn nice an funny =D
i am still addicted to apple high chew =))

lena, dun call me mummy here it sound sooo old!

2007-06-22T12:09:00.001+08:00

haha new blog. new starting of life.
i spent few hours on it thx to the XML error code thing.
yy spent HOURS on it too! but still i m the best =XX
haha. although i can sleep damn late wake up damn late in the hols, BUT I AM GOING CRAZY OVER THE TESTS AND HOMEWORK.

trust me i went crazy.
i am going to fail all tests seriously it SUCKS la!
i study study study and nothing went in so, i am dead~
maths: my algebra is the worst
science: cant memorise it.
lit: oh i did nthn.
eng: i did nthn too! oh no.
chi: done.
hist: nthn done.
geog: THIS IS THE WORST SUBJ EVER. 9 chapts and i hate geog.
dont ask me about homework.

* eating durian! * yummy! ate steamboat too! yummy yummy =D
CHEESECAKE TOO! YUMYUMMY! hahah.
reminder: gaining weight too.
i gained 2kg this weeks okay! ARGH.
and i am going out tmr grrr.
=(( today sentosa is canceled.

my mum went for company function and she bought my favourite skirt BUT HER SIZE.
i tried, it droped =.=!!!
she is so mean.

on the phone, i shall go do my work.

-i miss dance.